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Title: Drive Safely
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Rating: NC17 for sex and bad language
Word count: 2772
Summary: AU of 5x03 wherein Jo is the Righteous Man, it's Castiel's last night on Earth (again), and Dean is a hooker.
Author's Notes: First fic repost from blindfold_spn!

Jo can't help but feel sorry for Cas. He's been lumbered with her since she came back from Hell, he's lost his friends - although in Uriel's case, Jo can't help but feel good riddance - his family, his home. All he's got is her.

And, apparently, his virginity, but that's one thing she's happy to help him lose. He seems to want to, though he looks at her with a disinterest that's hardly flattering when she offers to help.

"I didn't mean me," she clarifies, annoyed that she has to. "I mean there're places men can go if they want to. You know."

Castiel looks away and shakes his head. "It doesn't matter."

"It does. Come with me, I'm not gonna let you die a virgin. Might as well die knowing something good a human body can do."

She walks off; he stands up, looks puzzled, and follows.

She likes this place, even if her mom keeps kicking her ass for going here. It's pretty much the only mixed brothel she knows and even if it's still mostly guys who come here, there aren't quite as many creeps as the girl-only or guy-only brothels. Jo's got taste, or so she likes to think, and this one even throws in the condoms for free.

She gives Castiel a wad of $20s after buying drinks for herself and him - more for him, given his abnormal tolerance for alcohol - and waits for him to pick someone out. She figures no harm done if none of them are Castiel's type. There're other places to visit - she'd just rather start at as high an end as she can afford.

Castiel looks terrified, leans across and says to her, "This is a den of iniquity. I should not be here."

She grins, laughs outright, and takes another drink. "Oh Cas, baby. You have so much to learn."

One of the girls starts to walk over towards them but Jo waves her away, shifts to sit next to Castiel, wraps her arm around his shoulders. "You're probably going to die in the morning, right? That's what you reckon? You have got to stop being afraid of sex. It's awesome, Cas, there's a reason we're all into it."

Castiel seems to relax a little, his line of sight changing from his drink for a moment, looking around the room before lingering for a moment. Jo tries to work out what he's looking at and smiles.

"You've got good taste there honey," she says, and Castiel narrows his eyes at her.

"Why do you use your mother's words when you're trying to be comforting?"

Jo shrugs. "They work for me."

Castiel looks back again, this time attracting the guy's attention with his staring, and Jo bites her lip to hide the smirk as he walks over. "Hey. Name's Dean."

Castiel is silent, downs his drink without looking at it, nerves still written all over him.

"He's Cas," Jo offers. "He's not mute, just new."

"Castiel," he corrects, still not taking his eyes off Dean. Dean shifts a little, looks uncomfortable.

"Castiel," Dean repeats, and Castiel's shoulders visibly relax at hearing someone get his name right for once; Jo still sometimes slips into Casti-ul, hard to fight her natural drawl, and she takes it as a sign, pats Castiel on the leg before pushing him up.

"Go get him," Jo says, and lazes back on the sofa, keeping an ear out just in case, promises herself this time she'll stop at five beers before the numbed fingertips kick in. Numb fingertips are a son of a bitch when you're trying to fire a gun.

Castiel is still anxious when Dean leads him upstairs past a couple who didn't make it to a bedroom, lets Dean open the door, push him in, and close it behind him.

He still isn't sure what he's doing here, or why Dean attracted his attention. Humans more or less look the same to him on the outside, and his ability to see inside has worsened of late. There's confusion and hurt and guilt inside Dean, more than Castiel's used to seeing.

"First things first, nothing kinky. There're other brothels for that. We get let by because it's just sex and we pay more tax than we need to, if you know what I mean."

Castiel doesn't.

"Then there's my money, so it's fifty for the hour."

Castiel pulls out the paper Jo gave to him, hands over five notes before putting the others away. Five seems right.

Dean looks at the notes, then back at Castiel. "I did say nothing kinky. I mean it."

"I haven't done this before," Castiel points out.

"Yeah, no one here has," Dean replies with a grin, sliding his hands under Castiel's trenchcoat and easing it off to the floor.

"Jo believes I should lose my virginity tonight."

Dean's expression freezes for a moment at that, his hands still sliding down Castiel's chest, undoing shirt buttons and unbuckling and unzipping his pants. "My lucky day," Dean says, his voice not agreeing with his words. "You lie down and I'll do the hard work, okay?"

Castiel does, lies face down on the bed, feeling oddly exposed in only his boxers.

Dean laughs from by the door before walking over and climbing on top of Castiel, running his fingers down Castiel's back before digging them in and rubbing. It's soothing, eases the muscles into relaxing. "You really are new," he says. "You want to be the bottom then? Or top?"

"I don't know," Castiel says, and Dean's quiet for a moment, his fingers still rubbing circles into Castiel's flesh, almost hypnotic in motion.

"Well, you did pay double. You can try both." Castiel feels the warmth of Dean's body pull away from his for a moment, and he actually misses it, before Dean's hands grip his boxers and pull them down, sliding them off the bed. Dean whistles in appreciation. "I have no idea how you got this far a virgin. You escape from a cult or something?"

Castiel laughs, bitter. "Something, yes."

Dean climbs off the bed for a moment, sound of rustling through the bedside drawers. "You ever touched a balloon?"

Castiel blinks, confused. "Yes, why?"

"'Cause anal's a fucking horrible way to find out you're allergic to latex," Dean says, laughing, climbing back onto the bed.

Castiel breathes out, hissing, when he feels something cold and wet settle at the base of his spine, feels Dean's fingers run through it.

"I'll go slow, okay? Hope you showered good this morning," Dean says before Castiel feels a hot, almost burning but not quite painful sensation where Dean's fingers press up against his entrance, and Castiel's moan is closer to a whimper than anything else when Dean slides his fingers in. Castiel isn't sure how many are inside him but the stretch is intense, just on the threshold of discomfort but still desirable, and his breaths come quick and shallow. "Easy now," Dean says, pushing in and pulling out, before slapping Castiel lightly on the ass. "You're a good, clean boy, aren't you Castiel?"

He should hate hearing his name used as a borderline mockery like that, but doesn't; when Dean leans out over him and pushes in, his cock covered by something slippery and manmade, Castiel's breath halts altogether for a moment. "Oh," Castiel says, digging his fingers into the sheets, and he doesn't know why he spoke, only that he had to.

"Mmm, you do like the bottom," Dean says, pulling out and pushing back in. "Tight, pretty thing like you, I'm not surprised."

Castiel's torn between asking Dean not to talk like that and asking him to say worse, the insults feeling like a strange relief given his nature as an outcast. He feels one of Dean's hands slide under him and wrap around his erection, stroking, and he has to speak out at that. "Don't touch me yet," he says, his own self-control slipping away, something he has to fight for, Dean filling him up completely and it's a form of possession he never saw the appeal of before but understands now. "I want to - I want more,"

Dean pulls out all the way, fingers him a moment longer before he pushes Castiel over onto his back, the strength in his human arms surprising; they're not just vanity muscles, they're meant for work. Castiel wonders what Dean normally does, in between catching his breath at the full view; he hadn't watched Dean strip off, and there's a beauty here that's almost uncomfortable to look at.

Dean sits back, thighs straddling Castiel's hips, presses his ass back against Castiel's erection and rubs up and down in small circles without letting Castiel inside him. "Your turn for a rubber," Dean says, climbing off the bed again, and Castiel realises now what Dean was looking for last time, the purpose of the packets. It's strange to see Dean's cock surrounded by something almost plastic, but he knows humans protect themselves in all different ways and it's oddly practical to see this method used.

Castiel doesn't attempt to explain that it's physically impossible for him to transfer disease, only to inflict it with violent intent if a mission requires it, and Castiel can't help but stare at Dean's face, the expression there, something in it Castiel still can't place but wants to understand.

Dean looks back at him after sliding the rubber down Castiel's cock, fitting it in place before getting back onto the bed, straddling Castiel's hips.

"What?" Dean asks, and Castiel remembers what Jo said, that humans get suspicious when others stare at them.

"It's nothing." Dean shifts back and takes Castiel's cock inside him in one smooth, practised moment, and steals any words or breath Castiel might have had left.

"Mmm," Dean says, easing up and down, fucking himself on Castiel, and Castiel tries to find something to say, something to think, but he can't - even with the faint numbing of the barrier between them it's still hot and tight and like nothing he's ever felt before, nothing like one of the curious touches when he first took this vessel. "This'll probably be your favourite."

Castiel can understand why; Dean really does do most of the work for this, and Castiel's unsurprised when Dean squeezing tight around him almost forces him into the orgasm he'd tried to repress before when it was Dean inside him, his cock getting wet with come given it has nowhere to escape to, and he outright groans when Dean eases off him, keeping a hand tight around the base of his cock. "Sit up," Dean orders. "No point using these if you can't use them right."

Castiel does, and Dean pulls the rubber off him, ties a knot and drops it in the waste bin. Castiel tries not to look at how many others are in there, but it's hard not to be interested.

He can't help but feel distressed at Dean still being hard, like he's failed in some way, and he lies back down, pulls Dean down with him.

"Hey," Dean says. "One hour, one orgasm, we're done here."

"I don't want to come," Castiel explains, or tries to, hitches up his legs and pulls Dean to kneel between them; it takes a little more of his strength than he meant to show, and Dean looks surprised. "I want you to."

Dean smiles, but it's tinged with bitterness. "I'm not your boyfriend, kid. I don't have to."

"You're my first," Castiel says, gripping Dean's cock tight and pushing it up against him.

"Castiel -"

"Please," Castiel adds, and Dean bites his lips before pushing into him.

"I won't go easy on you this time," Dean says. "Just say stop if you have to."

Castiel nods and hooks his legs around Dean's waist, his arms around Dean's shoulders, holding him close.

Dean fucks him hard as promised, and it's not the slow and strange pleasure of before, it's harsh spikes alternating between pain and something sweeter, and where before his breath felt pushed out of him or stolen, with this it comes in short sobbed gasps against Dean's ear. He knows a human body shouldn't normally be able to grow hard again this quick but there's something about him, something about Dean, something about them together that changes the rules and Dean digs his fingers into Castiel's scalp, grips his hair tight, pulling his head back so he can bite at Castiel's neck.

Castiel comes with a scream this time, pained and exhausted by the simultaneous pleasure, and Dean comes too, no flood of warmth given the barrier protection but it's still evident in everything about him.

Dean shudders afterwards, keeps hold of him, even though Castiel knows he shouldn't have to.

"Who are you?" Dean asks, sweat beading on his forehead, and Castiel bites his tongue for a moment to fight the urge to lick it away.

"Castiel," he replies, looking into Dean's eyes now he has the chance, and he knows it's a mistake to tell him the truth but he can't lie, doesn't know why he can't lie to this man. "I'm an angel of the Lord."

He'd never needed to tell Jo. She'd worked it out before he ever had the chance to tell her.

"Bullshit," Dean replies, though his expression isn't scornful, isn't even completely filled with disbelief. "There's no such thing."

Castiel wishes he could tell Dean that good things do happen, that this was good, but he could be dying in the morning and this could be the last time he sees this man. He can't tell him the truths he once believed and now doubts. "You have no faith, but we're trying to save this world."

"I had faith," Dean says. "And then my dad and brother died and this was the only way I could make a living. Next time you see God? You give him a kick in the balls from me."

Castiel feels names flash by, John, Sam, a sense of importance not in this life but another. He knows why Dean's familiar now, even if it isn't for the reality they're living in.

"I'll have to find Him first."

Jo had been starting to wonder what was taking Castiel so long, and it's kind of a relief when he walks downstairs, but the relief freezes up at the haunted expression in Castiel's eyes. For a moment all sense disappears and she seriously considers storming upstairs and knifing the hooker who left Castiel looking like this, but he simply walks out, leaving her to follow.

They're in the Impala before he takes a long breath, tilts his head back against the passenger seat, and weeps; she pulls over instantly, because angels don't exactly over-emote and they don't fucking cry.

"Cas, Cas, honey, did he hurt you? Did he fucking lay a finger on you you didn't ask for?"

"No," Castiel says, before closing his hand around her wrist. "I don't want to die. I want to save him."

Jo lets go of the keys in the ignition and turns, wraps her arms around Castiel as best as she can given the angle. "Oh Cas, I'm sorry, but you can't go around saving everyone."

"Not everyone," he says. "Just him. I don't know what it is but - we were meant to be together, and something went wrong."

"Doesn't help me any when you talk in four dimensions," Jo says, but Castiel just gives her this look, not angry, not confused, just begging her to understand. "Cas -"

"If I survive this," Castiel says, and he's rarely looked more alien or more human at the same time. "I want to come back for him. I want to bring him with us."

Jo opens her mouth to object, knows any reasonable person would - but less than a year ago she was carting around Castiel and a demon. She can't exactly say no to a hooker. Fuck, at least he's human. "If you survive," she says, and blinks when Castiel leans down and kisses her on the cheek until she works out it's chaste, that there's no intent behind it.

"Thank you," he says.

"No problem," she replies. "Now we've just got to fry ourselves an archangel and we're done."

"Capture," Castiel says, sounding a little irritated, and it's funny how much of a comfort that is to her.

She sits back and starts the ignition. "I prefer fried. We can call him hot wings."

Castiel just looks at her.

She finds it hard not to smile.

The End


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Jul. 29th, 2010 02:27 am (UTC)

Even if this had no porn in it (and damn DAMN, was it simultaneously hot and kind of heartbreaking ;___;), I would have loved this. JO AS THE RIGHTEOUS MAN AND CASTIEL AS HER BFF/SAVIOR (I have a sekrit thing for Castiel/Jo whether it's shippy or gen) OMG I CAN'T EEEEEVEN AND THEN DEAN AND CAS LOVES HIM AND SAM IS DEAD AND I'M GONNA CRY.

Jul. 29th, 2010 02:42 am (UTC)


I have promised myself (and a certain personage on my flist who has promised me art if I ever write more) that I'll do a longer story set in this verse once I've finished my August and charity commitments, so, hopefully, it'll turn out okay once it's written.

It is weird, I still kind of get D: at 5x10 for killing off Jo, but at the same time, it was the episode that made me fall HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE WITH HER so I suppose I should thank it for ficcing purposes at least!

Thank you so much for commenting hon <3, and I can't wait for a chance to write more in this verse!
(no subject) - scarletsherlock - Jul. 29th, 2010 02:45 am (UTC) - Expand
Jul. 29th, 2010 06:34 am (UTC)
This is awesome, I love this, you absolutely made it work and it was sad and hurty and perfect!
Jul. 30th, 2010 09:52 am (UTC)
:D thank you so much! *hugs*
Jul. 29th, 2010 06:57 am (UTC)
This... this is going to be continued, right? RIGHT?!?
Jul. 30th, 2010 09:56 am (UTC)
XD I think I may have to - I do have a few other fic commitments to get out of the way first, but I will then see about adding to this little 'verse :).
Jul. 29th, 2010 08:01 am (UTC)

This is beautiful and lovely and if Supernatural had to be rewritten for any reason, this is how it should've happened because dear Lord, the possibilities.

Very excited to see more. *sets up campsite with tent and firepit* I'll be waiting. RIGHT. HERE. Marshmallow?
Jul. 30th, 2010 09:59 am (UTC)
XD oh gosh <3. Thank you! I definitely think I'll have to add some more to this little universe once I've got my current commitments out of the way :), so, yes. Thank you so much for commenting and for being so eager to see more! *hugs*
Jul. 29th, 2010 08:10 am (UTC)
You know, I've never been a fan of Jo, because I thought she had so much potential and that the show just didn't handle her right, but I just love the idea behind this AU. I love your Jo-voice, I think it was perfect. And I like that Dean was not all lovey-dovey over Cas, that he acted like a whore probably would. Are you going to continue this? Because that would be awesome.
Jul. 30th, 2010 10:07 am (UTC)
It will forever frustrate me that the episode I finally fell in love with Jo's character is the same one they killed her off in, darnit, and it's fun to finally give her a chance to shine.

I think I may have to add some more to this universe at a later date once I've finished with my current commitments - I'm so flattered by the calls for it! - and once I have an idea of what to do with Dean in it, though I have plenty of thoughts regarding Jo and Castiel's adventures XD.

Thank you for commenting!
Jul. 29th, 2010 08:57 am (UTC)

Now that I've got that out...

I think this is such a clever idea. I love the places it intersects with canon and the places it completely shifts. And hot wings? LOVE.
Jul. 30th, 2010 10:49 am (UTC)
Hee :D! Erm, you may get your wish XD, as I'm feeling under no small amount of pressure to get a sequel of some form to this fic written eventually :). I just can't guarantee when that'll happen.

Thank you for commenting :D, and I look forward to providing more at some unspecified time XD!
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Jul. 30th, 2010 10:52 am (UTC)
Jo, Castiel and hooker!Dean on the road saving people, hunting things does sound like it could be fun :). It'd be interesting to try writing something more in this mini universe, see how it turns out; thank you for commenting!
Jul. 29th, 2010 10:53 am (UTC)
I have to join the chorus of "more, please!" I love Castiel's reaction to Dean, can't wait to see how he plans to save him. And Jo as the Righteous Man, driving the Impala, calling Raphael "hot wings" -- awesomesauce. :)
Jul. 30th, 2010 10:54 am (UTC)
I haven't quite placed how this fic would work out exactly, but I have a sneaking suspicion it may end up as Jo having sold her soul to save her father - but definitely, I think I'm going to have to cave at some point into the pleas for more XD. I'm flattered beyond belief <3.

Thank you for commenting, and I'm glad you enjoyed it!
Jul. 29th, 2010 02:14 pm (UTC)
Great concept and very nicely executed! I'd love to see more of this verse. :D
Jul. 30th, 2010 10:56 am (UTC)
Thank you very much honey :D. I hope to provide more at some point :).
Jul. 29th, 2010 02:31 pm (UTC)
I love this concept. The idea of a woman being the Righteous Man, Cas as Jo's BFF and Dean as a hooker.

I love that Cas senses that he and Dean could be something more and that something went wrong and he wants to save him. I just find that poignant and endearing.

I would definitely look forward to more in this verse.
Jul. 30th, 2010 10:58 am (UTC)
I think it could be an awful lot of fun to play around with the idea of Castiel picking up little glimpses of the reality the show itself is set in, see what happens there :D. It could be interesting to try writing the apocalypse how I almost wished it had gone using this universe as a toy to play with.

Thank you for commenting, as ever :).
Jul. 29th, 2010 03:39 pm (UTC)
Lahhhhved this alernate take on 5.03!! Omg I wish there was more to this verse, especially the end with Cas wanting to come back for Dean :'(!!!
Jul. 30th, 2010 11:34 am (UTC)

I think I may have been pressganged into writing more at a later date for this verse so you may yet get your wish! Thank you for commenting and I'm glad you loved the fic <3
Jul. 29th, 2010 03:56 pm (UTC)
This is such a fascinating idea, and so well executed. Gorgeous writing, and I Cas and Jo's voices sounded very authentic. I hope you do more in this 'verse.
Jul. 30th, 2010 12:03 pm (UTC)
Thank you so very much :). I haven't written Jo much before and it's sometimes hard for me to separate her voice and Ellen's, but I'm glad you enjoyed this - and I suspect I probably will write a little more for this 'verse, given the calls for it!
Jul. 29th, 2010 04:20 pm (UTC)
Great Au. I love Jo as the righteous man.
Jul. 30th, 2010 11:35 am (UTC)
Thank you :). I think she'd be pretty kick-ass as the rightous man!
Jul. 29th, 2010 06:05 pm (UTC)
This defintely needs to be turned into a series.

I thought it was a great start to one, if you write it.
Jul. 30th, 2010 12:04 pm (UTC)
:D thank you very much! I've never really written a series before, but it might be fun to throw a few more stories into this 'verse :).
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Jul. 30th, 2010 12:04 pm (UTC)
Thank you! *huge hugs*
Jul. 29th, 2010 09:08 pm (UTC)
Wow. This is lovely. I ached for Dean... :(
Jul. 30th, 2010 12:12 pm (UTC)

And yet the weird thing is that as broken as Dean is in this 'verse, it's difficult to say whether it's all that bad in comparison to what happens to him in canon! I'm sure Castiel and Jo will be good for him in the end <3
Jul. 29th, 2010 10:57 pm (UTC)
You have to do a sequal where he comes back for Dean. PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gives puppy eyes.
Jul. 30th, 2010 12:21 pm (UTC)
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... ;)

I've pretty much been persuaded that I will write more in this universe, so I think you'll get your wish <3. Thank you for commenting!
Jul. 29th, 2010 11:17 pm (UTC)
This completely took me by surprise with the awesome epicness of this!
Please tell me you're going to continue this verse!
The thought of Cas being drawn to Dean even in this alternate reality is perfect. I'd love to read more :D
Jul. 30th, 2010 12:23 pm (UTC)
:D why thank you!

I think I am going to continue this 'verse given the call for it (I'm rather excited by the idea, actually, I've never written a 'verse of my own thought I've participated in morganoconner's before!

I'm really glad you enjoyed this :), thanks for commenting.
Jul. 30th, 2010 05:32 am (UTC)
Very, very interesting AU concept. I would love to know what happened in the other reality, why things went wrong.
Jul. 30th, 2010 12:24 pm (UTC)
I do want to try and add a little more flesh and blood to this 'verse, play with it to see how canon events could fit alongside it, but it'll be interesting to give the story a go! Thanks for commenting :).
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Jul. 30th, 2010 12:25 pm (UTC)

Thanks! :)
Jul. 30th, 2010 10:44 am (UTC)
Oh, so tragic. Poor Cas and Dean, seperated like that, and Jo is so very awesome. I love her protectiveness of Cas. It really made me happy. I hope they go get Dean afterwards :)
Jul. 30th, 2010 12:49 pm (UTC)

Thank you honey, I hope they go take care of Dean too! Protective!Jo makes me very happy :).
Jul. 30th, 2010 04:00 pm (UTC)
*applauds* I never, and I mean never read AUs, and I started reading this without skimming the summary-- but when I realized what it was, I couldn't stop! This was fantastic, and it was wonderful to see Cas this way :D
Jul. 31st, 2010 09:50 am (UTC)
Your icon is making me happier than I believe words can express.

I am really glad you enjoyed this despite it being an AU! I suppose maybe it helps that it's not a completely far-out concept like a high school AU or sports stars AU or something but I'm still really flattered :).

I'm glad you liked this, and thanks for commenting!
Jul. 30th, 2010 08:36 pm (UTC)

How is this not a 'verse?!? This is so interesting and Jo is so kickass in this! I love it!

Jul. 31st, 2010 09:52 am (UTC)
Poor Raphael was born to suffer ;). I'm thinking I may have to actually make a 'verse of this at some point, once my other commitments are out of the way and I've had a chance to work out how this AU would intersect with Supernatural canon in more detail.

You're welcome and thank YOU for commenting :)!
Jul. 31st, 2010 06:13 am (UTC)
This AU concept is fascinating and happy-making and I love it. Add another vote to the "Please continue this!" column.
Jul. 31st, 2010 10:04 am (UTC)
XD I think it's safe to say that column's looking pretty healthy. I've a few other stories to blitz through first, but I think I'll have to expand on this AU later if I get the chance!
Jul. 31st, 2010 07:19 am (UTC)
Ohmygod. I'm so glad you're continuing this. I love it. Holy crap, I love it. Oh. I just-- I just love it so much. ♥
Jul. 31st, 2010 10:05 am (UTC)
XD XD XD (icon love. FOREVER)

Thank you so very much :). I'm really, really glad you love it and I hope people will love later installments!
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